sound of freedom 07
The Unforgiven II
Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you
Lay beside me, under wicked sky
The black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black hearts scarring darkness still, but there's no sun shining
through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining
What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?
xxx...
Since you've been gone
I can breath for the first time I'm still movin'
on yes,yes... thanks to you now I get what I want
since you've been gone.
how can I put it,
you put me on I even fell for
that stupid love song ..
how come I never hear you say I just want
to be with you. Guess you never felt that way
but since you've been gone i can breath for the
first time I'm still movin on yes,yes...
thanks to you now I get what I want...
..since you've been gone...
......
My life is so empty these days....
I don't know what to live for.....
I don't know what to smile for....
I don't know what to love for.....
But there's always him....
His smile....
His eyes.....
His laughter in my head....
Just him....
But I will never have him....
I'll never have his love....
...his eyes or his smile....
There will only be laughter in my head....
I can see him every day...
I can look but no, I can't touch....
I can only think of him....only dream of him....
But I can't sleep! His face is keeping me awake....
I can see his arms around me....
I can feel his lips touching mine....
I feel so happy....I feel loved....
I feel so safe in his arms....
But then I open my eyes and realize it was only a dream.....
...but it was a nice dream.....
I finally fell asleep....
Is there hope for this love?
Is there hope?
My anonymous friend wrote this song...
Don't touch pigs ham!!
It's about a little, juicy ham....
One day a big, buttery pig decided to eat a little , juicy ham.....
the little juicy ham cried and cried until the pig sad;"ok, I will spear your legs but not the head...
little juicy ham again cried and cried and she even piss pigs leg because she was so scared that she didn't realize what was she doing...it was cold outside so pig was very cosey ,I mean that hams piss warmed her...and than pig decided to spear her head and eat her arms....
little juicy ham again cried and cried and she begged the pig for mercy, but pig was very hungry...the little ham was so scared that she even get shit on the pigs head...but the ground was stiff so pig thought "uh, that can be comfort, in the evening I will lay down on that shit and it will be my pillow" ..
So than pig speared her arms but she was so hungry that she had to eat something...so pig decided to eat hams eye...ham realized that she can't piss or shit anymore so she begged the pig for a last wish;
"Please pig can you turn around,because I want to pray...I was a bad ham...please piggy"...
Pig was so hungry she couldn't take it anymore but than she turned...few seconds later pig went to eat the ham but than she saw a murder.. a dog named Svizo eat the hum with no mercy...he even smiled at pigs face...that was big shock for pig so she fell on that shit and she died peaceful...
don't give up...
Many people around the world are trying to be invisible because they can't do
something...they aren't happy,they just wanna disappear like me few weeks ago...but now I just wanna talk with my
friends,eat a chocolate bar (twix, kinder bueno, leo...something like that) , sleep in my sweet bed,
again eat chocolate , again go out
....anyway where was I ? ....
sometimes we have to give everything what we have to accomplish our aim..if we don't succeed that
doesn't mean that we shouldn't try again and again...somebody sad: never don't say never...is that true?! It's up to you now....
..what happened?!
I am sitting alone in this dark,empty room and I am trying to imagine my life without my friends,but there is no picture...
I can't imagine that because they are my relief and my hope,but then I ask myself, are they??
They were with me for the last eight years and now they left..they left because they are looking for
something new, something better and I am still sitting here in my room...
What happened?? There is so much questions and I don't know any answers...
However, thank you...thank you for the last eight years because that was the
happiest time in my
life,and it means a lot to me... Some of them I won't see a lot and
some of them I won't
see at all,but I want them to know that I care about our moments ,our
jokes,jackass and I will miss that....
I will keep them locked in my heart until we meet again...
is there any cure for loneliness?!
Sometimes in life I just wanna disappear....run as fast as I can... I just wanna
go on a long trip with no regress...
somewhere in a middle of nowhere I want to find my serenity.......Do you know what it feels like, looking for someone, your love,your heart ,your freedom...
But again you are in a middle of nowhere....in the other world.....
like a little school mate in the school yard, we'll play games,I will be your best
friend and you will
be mine,valentine...do you wanna hold my hand, because I wanna hold yours
too....forever....
Sometimes it's easier to forget all the bad things, all our troubles in this life...
My biggest fear is fear of loneliness... day after a day my dreams are getting heavy.....
Love is my serenity, my freedom and I don't want to be without you....I need to
clear my head before
that step, before the trip...
sometimes in life I just wanna disappear and forget all the bad things....
